I am a freaking idiot. These past few days I have been freaking out about going to Bolivia because I thought I needed to go this weekend but I don’t. I was all worked up about it and completely worried because Gabi #1 said she would go with me but then said she couldn’t anymore and I didn’t have a backup person to go with me. Only after I begged her to go with me this weekend did I realize that I was a whole week ahead of myself. On top of that I told my host parents that I was going to move out the following Friday which is not true. They told me I didn’t have to move out until December 20th so I will probably stay until then. I finally set everything straight with everyone and I hope I don’t lose my sense of time again because it is really annoying.